Monday, 23 August 2010

Home Carers...

In my recient experience there are lots of people who are taking advantage of this. It is just a matter of filling out some forms and complaining as much as possible, getting a doctor to say, yes, the person you are living with needs home care, and Bingo, you get to stay home and do nothing, and it some cases when it involves children, treat the child like crap and just never work a day in your life.

It seems to me the nature of the business is to take everything you can get and who cares about being a real human being and being responsible for anything.

Does anyone have any thoughts?

Friday, 20 August 2010

Autism Charity Partnership wanted for Autism Awareness

Welcome everyone, irregardless of the mental instability of certain people I have no choice but to go ahead with my plans to try and partner up with an Autism Charity and help support and provide get aways for children with Autism.

In recent experience I have noticed that some parents of autistic children are narcissistic in their thought patterns and behaviours, this only adds to the childs problems.

I would like to embark on a journey with a charity that allows Autistic Children to explore and discover and learn.

Currently there are lots of smaller charities that provide sessions with horses or dogs, or different experiences, to remove the children from their parents and let them learn and discover for themselves. Giving the parents a much needed break as well as the children a learning experience that they can do things for themselves, and they do not need constant watching.

I think the UN PC system of raising children with autism would work much better than the constant protection that people feel the need to provide.

Monday, 16 August 2010

Mentally ill

With my recent experience, those people who are on Prozac should be monitored, and watched for when the come off their pills.

My recent relationship with a woman on Prozac fell apart when she stopped taking her pills because she felt she could handle it, and from there it turned into one long running nightmare.

She was entirely unable to deal with the smallest problem, and could not see beyond herself.

Narcissism is the personality trait of egotism, vanity, conceit, or simple selfishness. Applied to a social group, it is sometimes used to denote elitism or an indifference to the plight of others.
The name "narcissism" was coined by Freud after a Greek myth about a pathologically self-absorbed young man. Freud believed that some narcissism is an essential part of all of us from birth Andrew P. Morrison claims that, in adults, a reasonable amount of healthy narcissism allows the individual's perception of his needs to be balanced in relation to others.

I have never met someone who so truely denotes the above until now. To this minute she now asks me for money, but will not talk to me, nore will she allow me to call her. It must be done via text message, and  email. Everything is a problem for her, and it must be fixed by someone else, because if it was not for this other person she would, of course, be fine and without error.

Being put upon in this way tears me up, because I am a pretty caring person, regardless of what you read here, I loved her, she is fully aware of this, and knows that she can use this to gain whatever she wants, and this is money.

Today I took a stand, one which hurt me beyond all pain I have ever felt before, and I am now drinking again, but that will not last too long. I have said no, if all I am to her is a bank machine, then I guess I have to draw the line.

Friday, 6 August 2010

So this is what happens...

So, you give of yourself completely, you trust someone with every aspect of your life, you allow them in and show them that as much as they say they love you, you love them
For it, you loose everything, they ignore you, they watch you suffer and you can hear them laughing at you.

I thought, and wanted to be with this person, and her little girl for the rest of my life, I wanted to make sure they had everything possible, while I may have failed, my business has, or as it stands now, did not really take off, but it was making money and it was giving me time to be with what I was hoping to be my family, but it wasn't enough to really take the load off the system, and onto my shoulders.

I wanted to be the provider, but it was going slower than, I wanted but even if I had to take a second job or give up the business, I would have, I had started to look for full time work again.

You allow them in, and you get taken for the biggest ride of your life.

I provided a deposit for a new house, I "loaned" money which I never really expected back, but was never mentioned as something that had happened.

I did everything, and I am the fool for it.

So, if there are any women who read this, please let me say this.

I am an honest caring person, who wants someone to share his life with, I am not the best looking I am not perfect, but I care...

Drop me a line..